I have never been a big shoe person. I will buy one or two pairs of shoes and wear them until they fall off of my feet. I know I’m not a typical girl. I do not gush over Imelda’s expansive collection, nor do I try to imitate it. This is not something new and it did not start when I gained a lot of weight. I have always struggled with shoes.
Part of the reason I shy away from shoes is I have odd feet. Even as a child, I had wide feet. I was a small kid, too. My parents could by shoes at any old store for my brother and sister who have normal feet. But because mine were wide, they had to take me to Buster Brown’s and get special, more expensive shoes. And even those shoes hurt my feet.
For a long time, I refused to even tie my shoes I found them so uncomfortable. Teachers in school followed me around attempting to showing me new ways to tie my shoes. They all assumed I did not know how. I knew how to tie my shoes. I just didn’t WANT to tie my shoes. The problem was I wanted the shoes to stay snuggly on my feet. When I tied them, they loosened and then slid off my heels. I figured if they were going to slide off my heels, I just would not tie them at all. Kid logic.
I did eventually get over the whole shoe-tying thing, but as a result, I never really developed a love for shoes. The problem persisted my whole life. I was happy when I reached an age where I could wear clogs and slip-on shoes. I still struggle today with shoes. I am comfortable with sneakers and some slip-ons, but I really hate shoe shopping. If I could go barefoot everywhere, I probably would.
Now that I have purchased some new, springy-summery type clothes, I find I need new shoes. My black clogs won’t really work well with these outfits, especially my new dress. I do have a pair of brown mary-janes, (a shoes style I love, btw), but they don’t really go either.
I have been shopping online for shoes today and I am really less inspired to shoe shop than I was before. I did find one cute pair of shoes that I totally love, but they do not really match the dress.
See what I mean? But, I could wear these all summer and be totally happy. Well, I couldn’t really wear them to work, actually, but everywhere else, sure.
I also found these shoes, which I could work with.
I suspect that I will always have wide feet. I had them as a child. I had them in high school when I weighed 120 pounds. And I have them now as an adult. Frtunately, there are many options today for girls with wider feet. Wider shoes are not always the ugliest shoes on the market any more. Smetimes, but not always. I am glad I have more to choose from, but what I wouldn’t give for normal, pain free, skinny girl feet.