Today is a gorgeous day and I just could not sit at home. I found that I could not sit at home last night either. I came home from work, changed my clothes, and walked down to the village to have some tea and read for a bit. Shortly after I arrived and started reading, my friend Andy sent me a FB message asking me to watch his cat while he is out of town.
I let him know that I would be happy to feed and water his cat while he was gone, and by the way, I’m at the coffee shop, come meet me now. He did and we sat and talked for quite a bit. It took me a long time to actually work up an appetite to eat. My work had catered lunch from a barbecue restaurant (Rocklands OMG yum!) and I was not hungry for a good long time afterwards. When I could eat, I made my friend walk down to a local restaurant, which was just a block away. I had chicken salad and fruit. After another long talk, I finally paid my bill and we walked back over to where he had parked. I then made the short trek back up the hill to my apartment. He would have given me a ride, but I made it clear that I wanted to walk, especially since I had just eaten.
This morning, I was actually very lazy. I had breakfast in bed, cheese and fruit. I watched romance movie after romance movie. That was such a bad idea. I actually woke up at about 5:00 am and turned on the tv. Never a good idea. Out of Africa was on and I immediately tuned to that channel. I just love that movie. I fell back asleep with that show in the background. I allowed the romance between Karen and Denys to influence my dreams and I awoke again to Karen reading a poem at his funeral, but in my dream, the poem did not have the heavy, bittersweet feeling of loss portrayed in the movie. Dreams are strange that way. Then, just before I was fully awake, I dreamed that I heard a knock on my door. Three quick raps. It was 7:00 am. I went over to the door and peeked outside and of course no one was there, but now I was up. The day began with a strange sense of hope and possibility.
I took my time getting ready. I watched the last half of Sense and Sensibility as I had my breakfast and then showered. I read a little bit. Then put on another movie. I did my hair and carefully picked out my clothes for the day. I tried on a new pair of shorts that I bought at a second-hand store. They are a size large. They are snug, but they fit. I was elated. I’m not sure where “large” fits into the size-scale. Does that make them a 14 or a 16? I think they might be in the 14 range. My size 18 jeans were practically falling off of me yesterday. I think I’m solidly in the 16 size because my size 14 jeans do not quite fit me yet. It’s hard for me to tell since I do not actually own pants that are a size 16. I’m not going to worry about it though, as I will probably be a size 14 soon enough.
I finally drove over to my sister’s house. By the time I arrived there, it was probably 1:00 pm and we went to lunch. I insisted on sitting outside because the day is so beautiful. I had salad with warm goat cheese and pecans. So delicious. Unlike me, my sister spent the morning digging and planting in her yard. I don’t have a yard, just an apartment. Once she ate, she was exhausted. I took her back home and came here to Starbucks to write.
When my sister first saw me, she said she could not believe how small I was. I looked in the full length mirror at her house and I was stunned. I do look small. “I look almost like a normal person,” I told her. “Yeah, but you’re anything but normal, Colleen!” Aren’t sister’s great?
I had her take this picture of me outside the restaurant.
I am not sure what other events this day will bring, but I am so happy the weather is finally warm enough to enjoy some outside time.